Verse 1.
// I couldn't blossom on a bed of roses ,
better yet it be a bed of nails
Cutting losses if i'm losing focus
I bet the best of me will still prevail
Smoke myself into a psychosis ,
my head tells me that it's heads or tails
Half of me might make it home,
the other half of me is close to fail in the coldest hell
I see the golden leaves with an amber tint
frozen fields with no harvesting,
wholesome meals or carcinogens
it's the lonesome heat of an arsonist ,
ants in my pants like I got an arse of nits ,
eating well I got the hardest shit
there's no longevity, no abundance
due to austerity and budget cuttings
I'm not fucking budging if they push the button
couldn't govern nothing tell them we are free souls
always suffering for their poorer judgements
how can they see what they don't know
we see through your whole glow,
the visionaries of our own future ,
the missionaries of our own faith
so whats the going rate for an Ak ?
Let it spray until i scream mayday with a pale face
Im ok, k ,k fuck what you say mate
Cos' ma's still slaving for a payday
I pray what I put on the page makes
her put her feet back in a zen state,
See this is all I have and this is all it takes

Chorus.
// I used to dream of everything that I never had,
Now it don't seem to bad .
I used to dream of everything that I never had
Now it don't seem to bad

Verse 2.
// I remember when I was told
That all that glitters can now pass as gold
Shout out the real bro's
Cos i know they're still kicking it like steel toes

Grinding just to eat a meal yo,
who couldn't give a fuck about how you feel yo,
everybody's got to eat though
I awoke up from the sleep hold underneath the money tree groves
counting sense just to feel gold
Cos' these streets will steal souls,
speak no evil, we don't see no hope
It's no joke so don't smile , don't provoke any emotion
cos' until your living life with a rope, you cannot cope
A swole throat, nose broke so get the boat
I'm drifting out to sea just to see if i'll stay afloat
when i was 17 after 7 e's down my neck , struggling to breathe and I couldn't see what was next , slit my wrist and watched it bleed
taking the baby steps into a realm of ruptured dreams
where life becomes erupt with schemes
and everything is what you think.

Chorus